诸葛大力的内心独白
当我收到他的这条短信时，心莫名的很痛，这就是心痛的感觉吗？我的泪水止不住的往下掉落，痛到无法呼吸……脑海里竟全是他的画面，他们的第一次相遇，第一次分手，又复合，第一次过情人节，他送自己了一个挖掘机的乐高，平时抠门的他却为自己送了一个好几千块钱的礼物……他可以为了自己去努力变的更好，只为能配的上自己……我不明白他为什么要和我分手，明明答应了我等我回来……
她站在公寓的阳台上，胳膊搭着栏杆，微微抬着头，吹着冷风，现在是深秋，上海的夜晚总归会有些冷，她打了一个寒颤，想来是自己穿太少了，要是他在的话，会心疼的吧……想着想着，苦涩的笑了，无法挽回了吗？张伟……我好想你……
ps：不好意思，前天码字码到一小半太困了就睡了，最近学校作业留的巨多，第二天给忘了更了，为了补偿，明天上午12点，2更，下午4点，1更，共更三章（对不住了，今天文章水了些，明天开始更主线）
片尾曲：gentleman
i wanna be the one you always can rely on
be the one to hold you through the night storm
be the gentleman that you need no matter how long
i'm a fight until free
find our freedom from defeat
i wanna honor who you are， not try'na play on
see the other guys you relied on
they broke your heart but it grew strong
we can be the perfect love song
and watch the skies fall
wake up in the morning from the nights calm
and see the sunrise while we stay tall
perfect intuition， you're my angel one i visioned
that i always could envision
to be wifey for my children cuz together we can fly
forever you and i on this mission
that we call love that define all the wishes
yea i'm a gentleman for life
always need for a wife
in this cold world， in this cold world
i'll be the one to catch you
when youre falling from the sky
i'll be the one to hold you baby
together we can fly
baby let's fly， baby you and i
baby hold on we can make it in time
baby let's fly， baby you and i
baby hold on we can make it in time
i never told you how i love you
kept my heart on the other side
looking for a safer ride， easier to say goodbye
so bad when i want it but front when i lose it
so i turn to the music
and you turn to your phone
and you wish what we had
will remain in our home
from the names we were call
never was a gentleman
making scenes at the mall
yea just for the little things
always was so ignorant
never thought the love
that you bring was the best for me
and you the smarter me
i'm the loser in this tragedy
in the ugly side， gently blinded me
no romeo inside of me， to begin with be proud
in my head would be time patient through the fights
on this stage we call life， we can glide you and i
complicated from the start， so we aiming for the stars
start with the sentiment， i'm a gentleman
i'll be the one to catch you
when you're falling from the sky
i'll be the one to hold you baby
together we can fly
baby let's fly， baby you and i
baby hold on we can make it in time
baby let's fly， baby you and i
baby hold on we can make it in time